childish little games

we walked through the field hand in hand
on a journey through a perfect land
where only me and you were there
and we did nothing but care
about our love

we danced with music playing
and kissed without thinking a thought
where it was only you and i
and with a simple blink of an eye
i fell even more in love

you are more than i ever imagined,
no one does what you do to me.
june 19 2010 a day to capture
a picnic to remember

` before i began

just a song i found while tidying up my thoughts

the softness of your fingers tips drew me closer
the strength of your open arms pulled me deeper
and now you kiss my lips and i can hear them tell me lies

if i knew you wouldn't stay
i would of run far enough away
that i couldn't smell the freshness of your skin
i could of loved you all my life
but you were out before
i could even begin

the innocence of your voice left me weak
the sound of your breath pulled me in
and now say you love me but i can hear the lies

if i knew you wouldn't stay
i would of run far enough away
that i couldn't smell the freshness of your skin
i could of love your all my life
but you were out before
i could even begin

darling i didn't know
that you could even be so mean
and now im left here
thinking of all we could of been

if i knew you wouldn't stay
i would of run far enough away
that i couldn't smell the freshness of your skin
but you were out before
i could even begin

i'd say that i'd heal over time
but i'd lie

memorize the feeling

you always know the way to kiss me
you clench me in your arms
you hold my hips
or you gently touch your finger tips to my face.


our kisses are spectacular,
no matter if its expected, or unexpected
there is always that sensation in my stomach that i can't get rid of


the feeling is always right
always so perfect


your gentle touch lingering on my lips, 
i hesitate as they touch
as i begin to try and keep the kiss in memory
memorize the feeling
so i never have to forget

between the love

i'm infatuated with ever touch every, every kiss

leaving me speechless, breathless

oblivious to the fact that you have me left with a

vacant mind, so clear and

empty of thought

yearning for the next time i can hear your heart beat

openly there for me to listen to, leaving me

unable to focus on anything else

knock on my heart 

intensify my love, listen to the beat of my heart like an

earthquake, shaking when i kiss you

fond by your touch

excited by your kiss, baby i'm

reaching out for you, your the

only one that i want to

hold in my arms for the 

lasting days of life,

holding me forever 

only me and you,

falling faster

faster

what a name for a finger

thumb  

n.

 The short thick digit of the human hand, next to the index finger and opposable to each of the other four digits.

out of all the things that I could like about you,
i love your thumbs. its a new thing ive realized.
but i like them.

i also happen to love
your luminous smile
the smell of your neck
your enlightening laugh
you are always honest
that even on the worst days you make me laugh
your brown iridescent eyes
your sarcastic looks
the way you touch my face when we kiss
your dark hair
your integrity
your strength
how much you know about me
how much you've taught me about myself
how much you worry and care
how secure you make me feel
the way you hold me
your soft lips
we can tell each other everything
the looks you give me when were around other people
your little toes
i love the way you look at me
we can talk for hours and never run out of things to say
your hips bones
your soft chest
your warm hugs
you know what i'm thinking when i don't say a word
you call me back when i hang up
we can end the biggest fight with a kiss
you always say i'm beautiful even when i look worst
you keep my secrets
your smell lingers on me
how you plan our future
that were best friends
your adorable freckles
how you eat
our tickle fights
we can make the best memories
how you lay on me
your skin tone
you hold my hand like you'll never let go
the way you sleep
your calm voice
your strong soft hands
you make the best grilled cheese
you open the door for me
you kiss me wherever i'm sore
your stubborn but its cute
how you talk to the side and sometimes with a lisp
how you stare into my eyes


how every time you say you love me, my heart skips a beat and i lose my breath

{ take my hand }

there's so many things

that i wish i could do

to make everything

so much better for you

you say if anything wrong

could happen it would

todays just not your day

but i know that you should

take my hand,

ill show you a place

that you've never been before.

kiss my lips,

they'll tell you secrets

that you've never heard before

all these things you will finally understand

if, baby, you just take my hand

baby take a deep breath

and look in my eyes

ill be here to tell you

that everything will be alright

just believe me

this i swear

that everything will pull together

and ill still be there

take my hand,

ill show you a place

that you've never been before.

kiss my lips,

they'll tell you secrets

that you've never heard before

all these things you will finally understand

if, baby, you just take my hand

[pes-ter]

[pes-ter]

–verb (used with object) 1. to bother persistently with petty annoyances; trouble: Don’t pester me with your trivial problems. 2. Obsolete . to overcrowd.

you over crowed my head with constant thoughts and memories.
i can barely concentrate on life with you always there.
my mind hates you for it. but i have to admit i enjoy it.
when your not around, its like you still are.
and i dont have to miss you as much
though i do always still miss you like crazy of course
but this way its not so bad

the things that you are capable of doing pester my mind the most.
drives me crazy. just nuts.
i don’t get it, i don’t get how you do it.
how can you make someone with such sadness be so happy?
how can my life be terrible, and when i look at you, it goes away?
how can just three words that come from your beautiful lips make every bad thing ive ever heard just be totally forgotten?
why do i wake up every morning with your phone call?
why me? 
why am i the one you call? 
why not some other girl? 
why did i get lucky? 
how come im the one that you chose to put a ring on my finger & call me yours?
the way you make me feel
the things i wonder
the questions i live with each day
why dont you hate me for everything bad thats ever happen?
why dont i hate you? what do you do to me that makes me so fond of you. so astonished by your presence. anger just disappears within me. thats never happened to me before.
no one has ever been able to over come my anger.
only you. 

why do i cry, scared… terrified that you’re going to disappear. 
when all you do is daily tell me how me and you are going to concur the world, move away and just be together,
 be what we've always wanted

why am i the one that you chose to spend your life with
are you going to change your mind?

you make me crazy

but. if this is what crazy feels like…
i want to be insane
insane with you forever. 
i want to live inside your heart. 
the heart you say is mine.
and i want you to live in my hallowed out heart, that waits for you daily to fill.

i see sparks fly whenever you smile

[anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly]

you captivate me with every breath
my heart doesn’t understand
that your a bad idea
each moment that passes by
i still can’t see
why the beauty you are
chose me

your brown eyes show the darkness
that you lift off of me
i can breathe
each year that we grow
i still can see
that you are the beauty
that overcame me

everything i’ve done wrong
you forgot completely about
you forgave
and every flaw that you have
i still can’t see
and the beauty you are
still captivates me

so breathe me in, and i’ll breathe you out
baby i’ll show you what love is about